Now this doesn't happen very often as the games are of course just damn difficult but they must also be fun to play and preferably there should be some kind of fair system that doesn't leave me completely helpless in the hands of RNGesus.

So it doesn't matter that I've spent an inordinate amount of time getting here. When you've been lying there in the middle of the night on the floor in the foetal position, doubting your choices in life, but now you stand up, straight as an arrow and shout out your salvation. When the frustration and bottomless hopelessness you've felt for so many hours is suddenly replaced by a sense of victory and euphoria. Actually, I have neither nerves nor patience for this kind of self-torture, but at the same time it is one of the best feelings in the world, when after hundreds of attempts you finally stand there as a winner. You have to die a few times before you can revive, said a Gothenburg man once, and that's exactly how I feel every time I pick up a rougelike.

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